♥ live my life

Thanks ♥ God :)

2012-02-09T19:07:00.005+08:00

Thanks God. ♥

finally it comes onto me. no more worry-NESS le. :')

errm, i think i should go for registering by tomorrow,
if not, i sure i will receive hundred calls from aunt and dad. D:
i wish to get the free rm200 voucher too. >
i wanna buy colour pencils, colouring books. xD

currently i am running out of money because of no working anymore? D:
no matter how i will find a part time job. i really need pocket money.
i shouldn't be lazy anymore. by the way, i should thanks those who always support me. ♥

finish this year, finding a more higher salary job.
God may lead me into another way, although not the way that i dream to walk.
always remember in Jesus' name. Amen. ♥

xoxo

having dinner at friend's house. XD

tata ! ^^

CHANCE

2012-02-08T11:02:00.002+08:00

second month of year 2012, and today i still feel so worry about my future life.
study life will be stopped, might be :C
worry about it. i hope that i can be honest to face everything ;P

these few days, just went to watch movie with my friends. :D
i don't ever care about my pocket money. flies then flies!!!! :O

first day, we watched I Love HongKong 2012,
yesterday we watched All well Ends well. :P
both of these movies are funny! we really laughed out loud! LOL!

hey buddies, i really cherish our outing. thanks that you guys are still remembering my birthday and plan some events to celebrate it. Thanks!
but my only wish is really have the chance to celebrate with you guys. D:
miss you guys a lot!

nothing to write about at here. i wish i can get well soon. :P
re-arrange my future's schedule. :D

pray to God always and God bless always too!!

half year ♥

2012-02-01T23:36:00.002+08:00

first day of February ♥
it has been six months. :*
but also the sixth days i haven't seen my ♥. huh :(
but nevermind leh! do take care my dear, and sorry about today's matter.
i'm just like a little kid, angry and sad because losing my favourite chewing gum. :(((
i cherish this chewing gum so much lor, Bu She De ne, but been eaten by a human! HATE! >:(

can't wait for this Friday night's yam cha with my beloved gangs :P
hope everyone is there at that night :)
miss you guys a lot! ♥

i wish i can settle down everything as fast as possible.
my beloved aunt, i know that the class has started, but how should i tell my boss about it?
you want me to resign tomorrow? never think about my boss's feeling? Gosh, you want me to be a selfish people?
Do whatever i like, say whatever i love, go wherever i want? is it?
is it must to get what i want without care about others?
guess what? because of my selfishness, my previous boss was teaching me a lesson, that whenever we take an action, please tell the person in charge as early as we can, to prevent lot of problems happened.
you want to resign, yes, i will resign of course. but i do need time you know?
hell, i don't know what should i say when i answer your call.
it's hell yea! D:

after start my class, no more income. who provide me pocket money? haiz :(

it's all about money!!!!!
money brings us to heaven, but also hell. haiz!

i really need time. :(

new year.

2012-01-25T23:08:00.002+08:00

i might change course. change from science to commerce?
seriously i wasted one and half years. it's totally non-related to my future. haiz :(

yeah, 我读不起大学, 又怎样?!
once i get my cert, i will work harder to earn money.
house and car? haha! i think too far :P

i know my life well, always been controlled. no any freedom! D:
for somebody, RICH can control others' life. i kinda hate this kind of thought.
what century are now? lame mind. :@
you made me cried during 年初二! pissed off. you spoiled my day, you've made me down.
that's why i came KayKay earlier. !!!
double head snake!

who cares? drunk , is the only way to make myself think less. :/
i only love 年初一 night D:
always remember that night. :(
Drunker~ i felt like i'm a little kid when i was drunk. =X
=P
hope the Pxx won't be deleted. :O

finally, we met each other le!! my ex-classmates! :D
Micky Laopo, Jacqueline, Ks Yee, Ellin Wong, Kien Hiung, Alex Yong, John Wong :)))))
gambling, kinda fun! ^^ even though i was losing money, ahahah, but it was worth. xPPPP
sorry that i left Kudat today, and i can sure that i will miss out the chance to have a drink with you guys. :C
really hope that can see you guys again next time! miss you guys and All The Best!!! :P

hmm..who should i talk with? i really want to share my feelings with someone who really will listen to me. D:
but no one, especially him. sorry i bothered you again. but, if i'm not telling you, who else i can talk to? T.T
no one can be my good listener~ haiz :C

start from next month, wallet becomes thin again. no income anymore. i have to resign from my currently job. :C
no income, how to survive? haiz :/ what is life for me actually? damn! i feel so useless plus hopeless. huh..

anyway, Happy New Year to everyone! wish you all have a nice and happy dragon year! =)

New Year ♥

2012-01-22T12:11:00.003+08:00

am going back to Kudat one more hours later!! wuhoo!! :P

i miss my family especially my mummy. ^^
miss my friends.
miss my ♥ too :')

Happy Tuan Yuan Day to Everyone! hehe :B

yesterday was the last day of shopping before going back to hometown. :D
i bought singlets and short pants. :))
buy my money flied. D:
nevermind, work harder and earn more money.
new year new hope.
i plan to earn money for buying a xxx xxxxx and a new xxx :)

can't wait to meet my family and my friends. :)
but kinda sad because maybe i just stay at here for three days only!!!!! D:
haiz. i dislike you!!! i stay at here so long time already,
why just don't let us to stay at Kudat for a longer time a bit? D:

Haiz. =(

anyway, Happy Chinese New Year to every lovely one! ♥

♥

2012-01-18T23:35:00.002+08:00

finally i met my ♥ again yesterday and today. :)

and we went to Gaya street just now.
so hard to find parkig slot. :x
gai gai with ♥ :))
actually the original plan was going to watch movie but no nice movie to watch. :/

thanks for accompanying me. hehe! ♥

but something ....... haiz :(
怀疑? 就是不信任的开始.
since when i become like that? :(
i'm so failed to be a better gf.
i should forgive, don't even make things worse.
start from tomorrow, i will not meet ♥ until both of us come back to kk. :(
still have a long time to go. IMY :((((((

Happy CNY to my ♥.
wish him has a wonderful new year. Take Good Care okay? :))

wait for you. xD

Happy Birthday To My Mummy!!! God bless. ^^
Love you so much. ♥♥♥ Muackssss`~!!! :D

Countdown-ing ♥

2012-01-15T23:32:00.002+08:00

no matter how, i still ♥ you. =)

真的很对不起，一天比一天更emo 了. :'(
或许是我还不习惯, 还不能去习惯不能每天见到你.
是我自己想太多. ='(

我会尽量不让自己想太多.
也不会想你太多! =P

每一天都在倒数和你约会的那一天.
虽然不确定是几时，但我还是会努力的去等待! Haha :P

IMY ♥

Good night. =*

sweet dating ♥

2012-01-12T22:30:00.003+08:00

i told my ♥, six days just like six years~~!!!! arghh!!! pass so slow. :C

i will cherish every sweet dating. hehe :)

today i went out with ♥. he just came back from my old boss's wedding. :P
knew that he felt very tired. huh. rest more okay? =*

and i felt very very happy. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

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but i'm bored now. many troubles come and haunt on me. i dislike this feeling! :'(
i need to plan for my future right now.
i will live by myself, i won't beg him! wtf!
you thought who are you?! you act like a big boss, you treat us like Dog. WTF?!
i hate you more than ever. Shit!

i will do everything by myself. i don't need your help!
asshole!

:'(((((((((((((((((((((((

FINALLY ♥

2012-01-12T00:23:00.002+08:00

finally i met my ♥ le~~!!!!!!!!!!! :))))))))))))))))))))

miss you so much!!! :'))))))

thanks for everything tonight.
sorry that i got home so late, delayed our planning. :(
but i'm so happy that tomorrow is my off day,
and i gonna meet ♥ again because ♥ also does not need to go for working. :)

so unbelievable it had been 6 days i haven't seen my ♥.
SIX DAYS!!!! how hard the time pass so fast. :/

but feel so weird because when i feel like wanna tell him a lot a lot, but i have no time.
when i meet him up, i forget what to say. -_______________-
so noob me. >______________________

i wish i can meet him everyday but i know it would not happen. :x
but i will work more harder so that i can less missing him. :P

i miss him right now. :/

Good night ♥

IMY D:

2012-01-07T21:47:00.004+08:00

不是你变了，是我变得不适合当你的女朋友 :'(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

我很emo 哦 D:

今天和表哥，老弟，朋友去唱k !!!! :D:D:D
我不是很厉害唱，不过我最厉害喊 :P
我喜欢唱罗志祥的快歌!!!
u-hu~~~!!!! HIGH 到爆!!! xD

爱的主场秀斗志也斗勇~~~!!!!!!!!

爽到他~~~~~ 飞了几十块也没关系，至少换来的是快乐!

不过，快乐也有期限. D:
我很不喜欢EMO，不过就是不能控制自己. Haiz~!!

变了，就要学着去适应啊. 怎么可以变得那么Emo呢？ :'(

Haiz

IMY :'(

Someone Like You :(

2012-01-06T22:54:00.003+08:00

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best, for you too.
Don't forget me, I beg, I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead. "

有时候爱情一直美满，但有时却如此疼痛

_______________________ Adele - Someone Like You

but seriously, you talk to anyone, is really much more than you talk to me.
i dislike this feeling. :'(

countdown for the day :/

2012-01-05T22:24:00.002+08:00

那最痛的距离是你不在身边 :'(

start from tomorrow, i will less meet ♥ le.
i can't stick together with him every moment, everyday. :'(
i miss him so much! :'(

i know, everything will be not as same as before.
but i really wish i could see him everyday.
i will have so many things wanna tell him.

today is my last day of working, decided to quit this job.
Good Bye Syarikat Bumi! :C

we can't see each other every moments, and i cried.
so sad. T____T

no one knows my feeling. no one can understand how sad am i.
i really can't used to it, u know? :(

everything seems so different when i didn't see him.
i scare that everything would change so fast.
the most painful distance is you're not around.
i want you right now. i need you badly. :(

在离别的那一刻，我掉下了眼泪.
自己也不清楚下次和你见面会在几时.
我很想你哦 :(((

IMY and ILY so much :/

share video :)

2012-01-02T21:27:00.001+08:00

nice song. :)

days ♥

2012-01-02T18:52:00.003+08:00

waking up at half past ten in these two days. feeling so good that i didn't need to go to work.
seriously i start to feel afraid of lack of money. so tight!! :C
out of pocket money now~!!! i do really need to find a new job now! argh!!!!
no money = no life
haiz~ life is getting harder when we need money to pay for this and that.
but tomorrow is my real real real last day of working.
i can earn one day-salary. haha! how good is it!! :)
after tomorrow, i will be in UNEMPLOYMENT mode. :x
i need job! i need job!!!!!!! someone intros me some jobs please. :S

last week of December, always is the most busy week. it fulls of event for somebody, but not me. :C
you were always not by my side during every special days. kinda sad. but luckily i didn't hear any promises from you. my expectation had been lowered since no any promises are made by you. :O

On Christmas day, we went to Gaya Street, eating Laksa mee :)))
Gai-gai :D:D:D:D

but once again, it was a lonely night because ♥ was not free. D:

skipped !!

so many things were happened in this last last week. :C
i felt like i'm so stupid enough. i couldn't give any help, brought a lot of troubles somemore. huh.
i'm so emo till i don't wanna talk to anyone.
and that bitch made me NGET too! talking without care people's feeling. talks rubbish.
please don't show your interests at ma man in front of me!
why you are so free to talk others' bad and things about my man? !!!!
if you are so free, done your works faster okay?!
when i'm not working, please don't touch !!!!! shit.

grrr. i hate you bitch stiffly.

last day of year 2012, having dinner with ♥ and his cousin & friends at OldTown.
i was talking to no one. :x
they were so funny. lol. i just laughed and smiled. talk nothing >

and 01.01.12 ,
the weather was so hot. really beh tahan~~!!!!
we went to ZenQ, eating ICE also couldn't treat my hotness!!!!
really hot :O

haha. today is the second day of new dragon year. :)))
wanna list out all my wishes, gonna achieve all the dreams. :D
finding new job, earning money. =)

got to offline right now. bye!! ♥

share :)

2012-01-01T22:29:00.004+08:00

有人说过，一生都会遇到四个人，
第一个是你自己，
第二个是你最爱的人，
第三个是最爱你的人，
第四个是共度一生的人。

生活最爱开玩笑，
你最爱的，往往没有选择你；
最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的；
而最终跟你共度一生的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的，
只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人.

你是第四个~!! :))) ♥♥

01.01.11 ,
今天还是像昨天那样♥ 你 ^__^

ILY :)

leave soon :'(

2011-12-27T18:44:00.003+08:00

我很不喜欢这样的聊天 >:(
很没有诚意! 也很敷衍 !

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他奶奶的我真的开始舍不得了.
我还能继续做到新年前吗？ :x
我会很想念，很想念这五个月里所发生的事 :C
我很舍不得他们，怎么办啦?!!! /.\

我怕我会不习惯，
每天早上都习惯了起身准备去工作。
先洗布，再开始算货, 然后就开始碰那台电脑 :(
中午吃饭时间，给♥饭钱，等他买午餐。
完成了工作，就找点事做，要不然就和外面的兄弟聊天.
我好舍不得哦 ~~~ :C

说真的我学了很多，经验值都慢慢提升了.
学习如何跟客人沟通 .
只是我的国语还是有点差 :P
不过又进步了叻!!! :D:D

开始不开心了 :(
只剩四天 :'(

我会想念他们的 D:

爱你们!! ♥

special post for Jesus ♥

2011-12-25T23:31:00.002+08:00

Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell, Jingle All The Way~ :D

Merry Christmas to everyone!! ^^

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JESUS!!! ♥

winter solstice ♥

2011-12-22T19:47:00.003+08:00

冬至快乐! :D ♥

suddenly feel so lonely, the main reason is that i couldn't go back Kudat for gathering dinner.
couldn't eat homemade-Tang Yuan. :C
i can only cook dinner for myself. eating alone at home. :'(
what a lonely night! :C

every time during any festival, no one will accompany me since ♥ is not free always. huh :(
cook also will cook LUNG. zzzz so spoiled my mood. >:(
only know how to cook corn soup + maggi -__________-

but i bought Glutinous rice flour. =P
haha. luckily i know how to make Tang Yuan :D:D:D
sweet and original favour!! LAlalala :))
♥ doesn't like to eat since year two?!$@#%^#%$#@%^$^T213$@^%*& -_____-

today is winter solstice day! there was a new work mate at my office.
looking at her face, she looks only 18 years old, i mean younger than me.
but what the funny she is now 21years old?!!!!! Lol.
Low self-esteem -.-

she kept chatting with me. >____
she said that she will bring food for me which is cooked by herself?!
Wtf? she is so good. HAhaha :D:D
she told me her secrets somemore. :x

and today, She always pass the buck to me. wtf!
i hate you and your bro, always blame others.
i'm just asking you about the job order, whether has been paid or not.
WTF you scolded me?!
oh man. i really dislike your style you know?

boy boy suddenly asked me. and i told him a lot about my trouble.
he even advised me to think positively.
if someone looks down upon you, just ignore them.
the more you feel anger, the more they feel happy? !!!!
so just ignore them.
i can feel that they are 不舍得 me. HAhaha!

我舍不得他 :C
也舍不得那班兄弟. :(
my darling Rizal, Leng Zai Boy2 and Don. Funny Emma. 天兵 ah fatt. honest man Ah Onn. same hometown de Rahim. always call me as Miss World no.2 de Annie. HAha! :P
'mulao' Rashid. hardworking worm Salleh. Louis, Michael,....... and so on so on so on. D:

I will miss you guys. always thanks SB for giving me chance to learn.
i've learn more about car's engine oil and tyres. LOL!

Haha. watching tv alone at home :/

Tata!

bored.

2011-12-20T22:32:00.003+08:00

Lalala. i bought one piece dress just now. :D
seriously i didn't buy too much for this coming Christmas day.
one of the reason is because i haven't plan how to celebrate that night since he will be not free at that night :C
well, i feel disappointed when i heard the answer from him. :'(
i may sure that he will not be there by my side on Christmas night, but only evening :(
i couldn't explain too much to him because i really don't know how to face my real me in front of him.
tell him that i want him no matter what no matter how? :(
haiz. going to watch movie alone? dinner alone? stay at home watching tv alone?
what also ALONE!!! :(

first time, we sat so close to each other. listen to the song. ;)
feel warmth. but the song made me tears.
♥ asked me whether the song is too touching or what. :C
PIGGG!!! when i heard "错过" these two words,
i felt bursting out crying because i want you only for my Christmas :'(

just now, accompanied ♥ to Alliance Bank, processing the loans. hope everything is fine enough le. ;)
huh..staying at there, sitting alone, listening to MP3 only while waiting for ♥.
arghhh!!! but i still feel so sad. just tell me WHY WHY WHY!!!?!

going to bed early le. tomorrow is another working day.
Good night and Sweet dream :))

depressed.

2011-12-19T22:24:00.002+08:00

四个月后的这一天，也就是今天.
我担心，我害怕了 :C

怎么也想不通.
下一步该怎么走.

听了一些会让我难过害怕的话.
也许是事实, 又或许是我想太多.
未来怎么走，说是靠自己走出来的，可是结果不一定是自己想要的啊 :/

再怎么逗我开心，我还是一样开心不起来 :'(

那你说我该如何去面对呢? T.T

开心的度过每一天，至少给自己机会去实现至少一个愿望. 不是吗？ :')

开开心心的去聊吧! 至少给了自己一个机会 :P

最近都自己一个人，无所事事在家呆着.
宅女？哈哈! 怎么可能？
昨晚去看了 "Alvin and the Chipmunks 3". 超可爱的!!! :D

Ice Age 4 在明年七月才出. 可是很期待，想要看这部戏!! :P

哦对了!!!!! 超想要买那个包包 :C
好贵哦 :/
不管怎样我都一定要拥有它!!!!
哪怕是倾家荡产! :P

别做梦了! 看戏去噜 .

Bai Bai :))

awaiting!

2011-12-18T11:21:00.002+08:00

Christmas is around the corner. i wish i an here in UK right now!!!!
i wanna touch the snow, i wanna build snowman :D

Kay Kay's Christmas day, will not be a snowing day.
but i really could wish that it is a blessing day. :)
i don't know how to celebrate Christmas Eve and Christmas day. :C
any events? huh..

I Love Christmas Gifts xD
i gonna buy Christmas present for him. ;)

status : alone at home. do nothing. eat nothing.
watch nothing. sleep nothing. go nowhere. talk nothing. :C
mood : blur plus confuse

For 2012, i wish everything is still fine. God bless so much. achieve our dreams.

wish list: money $$$
target : find a new job or if only the circumstances can let me to continue studying. :)

ARgh!! Boring day. i need some activities.
Doing housework!!!! :D

反省吧，幼稚鬼 ;)

2011-12-13T23:34:00.003+08:00

心理有问题的女人，请闭上你的臭嘴巴!
别再侮辱别人，好吗？

你到现在还认为一切都是别人的错？
难道你没有吗？
要不是你的心理出了问题，别人会那样对待你吗？
天哪! 别一再认为错的是别人

拜托请用下脑想一想，
你我他的头脑都是生在头壳内，并不是在屁股上，了解吗？

请不要侮辱别人，大家都有尊严!
你认为别人对不起你，都是别人的错吗？
你呢？你很完美？别自欺欺人了，好不好？
大家都不是百分百的完美! 包括你在内!

请不要做出那些令人憎恨的举止！注意自己的言语行为！
做人不要那么缺德!

看了请自我反省哦 :)

你应该会知道我表达的意思吧? 大家都那么三八 :)
呵呵 ;)

祝你有个美梦哦? 知道吗? xD

♥

2011-12-10T23:10:00.003+08:00

my lovely Saturday night, once again had been spoiled by him. shit!
actually can go AMP Square meet my ♥ lor. :C
mood became so down till i spammed a lot a lot bad words. -_____________-
luckily ♥ sayang me, i'm fine now :')

argh!! i missed the chance to hear my ♥ sing a song for me. yerrr.
sing again ba please :P
erm, it's okay lar. hope ♥ enjoy his night with friends lur. :D

tomorrow is Sunday. i wish i could spend my time with ♥. :D
just hope everything is going on so smoothly.

i've found the latest me accidentally.
before, i always think that having a piece of certificate or holding degree can guarantee our future.
but this idea does not exist since i start my working life. :P
try to think clearly, a person who always get the first place during primary school life, always get the top 3 during secondary school life, get 4 A's in SPM. we really couldn't think about how the person make decision to choose to stop studying while working hard to get success in her life.
she took hear of grace, made such a decision. she knows that everyone will look her down, underestimate her ability to get success.

yup, you might be surprised. the way she goes, the matters she will do, the things she has in her future, no one will know include her.
the most important thing in life,
apart from believe in Jesus,
families and self's future then.
i think no need to use a certificate to show my successful ba??

I DON'T KNOW. earning money first. :D

stop writing lur. ♥

night :)

one last updating :/

2011-12-08T21:59:00.003+08:00

huh..internet will be expired start from tomorrow. :C
temporarily unable to log in my facebook account, my lovely plurk and my sweet blog too le :(
will pay the broadband fee after these few days.

these few days during working time, i felt so stressed. i wanna shout out loud.
trying to tell them that i was sick of them so much!!! D:
but what i need to do is just be patience. :/
earning money is the only reason i work at there for few months. :O
but actually the salary is really not enough for me to spend. :P

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erm, one thing that i wanna tell him is,
Wo Ai Ni ♥

caring ♥

2011-12-04T21:44:00.003+08:00

原本的伤心难过，
因为有你在我身边，
不开心也变开心了 ♥

谢谢你，
总会知道我真正的心情,
总会给我机会去说出真心话.

一直♥着你 :)

晚安了, ♥
我要你出现在我的梦里 hehe =3=

December is coming ♥

2011-12-03T18:29:00.003+08:00

December finally is coming. Christmas months! ♥
Jingle Bell Jingle Bell Jingle all the way~~~ :D

love it because it's the last month i work at SB.
but feel a bit upset because it also means that i cannot stick with ♥ every moments. :C

1st day of December,
planned to go to buy present for Ah Fatt's baby but it was a sudden that the plan had been canceled.
i felt so disappointed plus made ♥ angry because of something. huh..
first time he talked so loud to me. -.-"
well, 100plus really could take away my sadness and so forgave him lur. hmm! :/
so we just only could buy the present right after working.
we bought a big hamper with baby's clothes and handbag. ;)

2nd December 2011,
this night, we attended to Fatt's baby's full month dinner. so many people were around the restaurant. O.o
but, haiz. something disappointed me. i dislike this feeling. 60% upset plus 40% jealousy! hmm! :C
i don't like the way you talk to her. i also dislike the way you talk to me but not as special as her.
i don't know about their topics. :C
i felt like i was an outsider between you and her. i felt sad enough. maybe i was jealous. :'(
but really thanks ♥ because he was bringing me to watch movie after the dinner. remedy these two days.
enjoy o my ♥ and happy birthday to ♥'s popo? :D

3rd December 2011,
♥ was going back to hometown with families because of his great Grandmom's birthday.
and i cannot meet him up for almost two days. so sad! :C
don't ditched me even though you will be very busy on that day, k? you promised me de. :(
waiting for ♥'s warmth call :)

IMY ♥

argue :(

2011-11-20T00:59:00.005+08:00

18th November 2011,

huh.today i made a mistake. he was angry because of my behaviour. :'(
just an ice cream. caused a lot of problems. sorry about that. i didn't mean it.
i was just having fun with her. i was listening to him, i threw the ice cream into the rubbish bin.
heart so pain. :(
we didn't talk and sms for about one day.
he didn't want to talk to me. and i didn't dare to disturb him.

19th November 2011,
whole day, we didn't chat. we didn't talk. we didn't look at each other. :'(
he was still not in the right mood, while i was trying to escape from his sight.
after got home. he text-ed me. i said sorry to him. and he forgave me.
HAHAHAHHAHA :D
blerk! :P
really sorry about that. he brought me to have drinks at yoyo again.
thank ♥. ^^!

i'm so happy. my mum came to kaykay today. she will has her flight to China tomorrow.
mum, wish you have a safe flight! God bless her trip to China.
and my lil sisters didn't join the trip while they are at Kudat now.
God please bless my families. I'll pray harder for You. Amen. ♥

i wish everything will be fine. i hate someone or something mess up my life.
i hate those people who harass my families, maybe we made something wrong.
but DON'T HARASS THEM! DON'T DISTURB THEM! DON'T FAKE AROUND AND CONVINCE OTHERS UNSCRUPULOUS!
You will pay the cost one day. God will punish you one day.
be aware of what you have done to us. get the fucking out from our life. Stop disturbing us!

Pray harder to God. ♥

Good night everyone.
miss my sisters so much. hope they are fine at Kudat.
gonna meet them next week.
God bless us.

and i miss my ♥ too :)

yoyo :)

2011-11-17T01:25:00.002+08:00

16 November 2011,

oh sh*t. today i was so emo because of some people.
always satirize others. 你以为只有你觉得很tension?
我连一个月半的时间，都嫌久呢.
one and half months, are still long for me.
i know i should be patient to wait for this coming end of December.
i'll leave this hell place. hern! >:(

someone ignores my call, oh well. i told myself that i won't call the person again.
who cares? but i'm so lucky that i have him.
when i felt so down, he will always give me surprise.
this early morning, i have been shown my anger face off in front of him. Lol.
sorry. :P
he didn't know what was going on. he asked me whether want to drink yoyo tonight or not.
yeah yeah! i certainly said yes. :D

we went to yoyo. i drank chocolate milktea while he drank honey green tea, as usual. :)
we talked a lots. we laughed at each other. something went wrong today. i kept laughing at nothing.
he said that i was SOT already. -.- you more sot :P

oh my Gosh, my bro saw us when we passed through Yen Ai. argh!!!!
he called me in phone and laughed at me.
yiii!!! the world is so big, he still can see me at Lintas.
he didn't tell me that he was here somemore.
bla bla bla~ :P

after got home, i fetched xiao yap yap to my bro's house to take his book.
then yam cha at curry house. :)
hmmph!! i was not feeling sleepy at all right now.

i'm gonna force myself to fall asleep as fast as possible.
tomorrow is another sien working day.
but i wish he would go for working since he told me that he will take leave, maybe. :P
go for working please. if not i will feel more bored lor :-(

erm, shoudl go to bed now.
Good Night everyone and my love. :)

那些年, 我们一起追的女孩

2011-11-14T19:48:00.003+08:00

this song is me and my bro's favourite. hahaha! :D

i didn't watch this movie, but he did. lol.
lazy go cinema. better buy this 盗版 from disc shop. :P

那些年错过的大雨
那些年错过的爱情
好想告诉你
告诉你我没有忘记

:D

sharing video ♥

2011-11-13T22:56:00.002+08:00

Good night my ♥

know you fall asleep le. aiks! Wan An! ^^ ♥

沟通.

2011-11-13T22:26:00.001+08:00

你因为他的一句话生气，自己生了很久的闷气，
等着他来哄，也许到最后他根本都不知道自己哪句话说错了。
所以我现在明白，沟通一定是最重要的，
你生气，你不理他，你哭，只会让他觉得无理取闹，
你以为他能明白，你以为他能理解，
但是在他们眼里，只会觉得不知所谓。
有的事你不说，他们永远也不会知道。

原来，沟通真的很重要.
生气了，最重要的不是自己一个人生闷气.
真真实实的告诉对方. 不要让对方一直怀疑.
把问题摊开来说. :)

neon naege ojik hanappuniya! ♥

you are the only one for me ^^

Tiga Kata ♥ !

2011-11-11T23:44:00.002+08:00

the first malay song that i like ♥

Wo Ai Ni
I Love You
Aku Cinta Padamu ♥
Tiga kata paling bermakna
Tapi Jarangnya didengar
____________________ KRU

Wo Ai Ni ♥

11.11.11
not very special day, but thanks for ♥ accompany. ^^!

you owe me a pic! hmm >:(

Good night my ♥ !

see you. :)

:(

2011-11-11T22:27:00.002+08:00

某某人! you don't know he got girl friend de meh? hmmmm!!!!! >:(

hate you. :'(

lan c de~~~~~ T.T

my 11.11.11 is not so special as others. :(

i'm upset but nevermind le.
i won't tell you what i've thought now. :'(

lan c de~~~~ :(

</3

special day ♥

2011-11-11T00:08:00.002+08:00

happy 11.11.11 ♥

i can't fall asleep leh. :(
keep on thinking of later night's date.
i wish bla blaa blaaaa.

i just want a date with my ♥. ^^

YOU PROMISE THAT YOU WILL NOT BREAK THIS PROMISE.
if the date is being canceled, i kick you tuh~~~~~ ;P

ILY ♥

7th November ♥

2011-11-08T00:46:00.002+08:00

B+ = Be Positive

微笑 S.M.I.L.E :))))

miss my ♥

my ♥ ,
let's walk together, stay together,
be together and grow old together. :)

Going to bed now lur.
Good night and sleep tight. hehe! :P

thanks for today's everything! ♥

Love U U ♥

2011-11-06T22:51:00.002+08:00

Love U U

就算用尽所有真心却到不了你的心底
回忆难以靠近你是我奢求的唯一
让我用尽所有力气只要你相信
我最坚持的声音只剩一句 I ♥ You
Stay with me

='(

maybe not everything i have had to know.
i won't force myself to know everything anymore, no more next time. =(

miss you ♥ :'(

Oct's picas. ♥

2011-11-05T23:29:00.004+08:00

crazy! :P
i miss you, mami Esther :')

Easter. :))

ESTHER!!! =)

chloe's birthday cupcakes! :D

chloe mei mei ^^

short fringes. =)

2B n 3B? ;)

Nail Painting Magical! :D

IMY ♥

freedom ♥

2011-11-05T20:41:00.004+08:00

huh..very very long time didn't update my blog. so miss my blog.
so i gonna use my precious time to update it. lol. haha =D

hern! i really wanna shout out loud. i'm sick of my job very much.
i wish to leave as soon as possible. but because of someone, i choose to quit in the end of this coming December.
opps, i haven't write the resign letter. boss didn't increase my salary, i don't care coz i never expect that he will do so. he is mean and closeness. and another one also, bitch! today i didn't go for working, i told you already. but you told botak lao that i didn't inform you anything even text you. Shit you this bitch. i saved my sent message already. you thought no one will know what you have done to us? bitch you. >:[
left two months. i will be free! free from Syarikat Bumi! :P

24 October 2011,
i still remember this day. i went for dinner, with the same people, at the same place, eating the same food.
well, maybe it's doomed, his brother and his brother's wife saw me. fight war began.
you do not believe me actually. i felt so disappointed. maybe i forgot to tell you who i go with.
maybe i didn't tell you clearly who accompanied me for dinner. maybe you always think that i'm a big liar, always tell you a lie. thanks for telling me all the matters, about money and relationship.

25 October 2011,
finally, you told me yourself. you were angry when i treated you so cold. didn't even look at you.
once again you said that you were so disappointed and upset. you told me everything. i was so sorry,
i just will cry when something went wrong. ='(
my style, i hate to accept the fact when i don't wish to, and rather than escape from it ever forever.
you wipe away my tears, and trying to tell me that you were not angry.

i just don't want to give you trouble. i don't wanna be your burden.
i promise i won't make trouble anymore. ='(

but i am so stress enough till i give up my future.
maybe i just want to live so down to earth. earning money for my own life.
give up education since my dad gives me all unacceptable conditions.
frankly, i hate my dad, always force me to follow his step.
staying back at KK? study account or business? dad, could you please stop to arrange everything for me which i really dislike, which i hate?!
i finally found an uni which willing to accept me, but then you came to oppose and reject me.
yeah, your money, you sponsor, you may have the right to make any decision.
but the one who goes for study is me! i'm also having my own right to choose where i wanna go!
could you hear me? ='(
if you are still rejecting my ideas, i prefer to give up my study.
i still will find a job at kaykay, but i won't live in your own house anymore.
i rent my own house, i responsible for my own life. are you satisfied? ='(
if you want me to study account or whatever related to business, one word, SINGAPORE.
i will study this course if you let me to study in Singapore.
if you still not satisfy, i will end up with working. thanks!

oh yea, can someone give me some suggestions about how to make a super yummy sandwich? :P
what favour and what materials? hehe. learning to make sandwich for ♥.
oh this is a big challenge for me. bler :P

haha. finally i have my hair cut. just cut my fringe only at G Cuts. =)
the place has changed so much, even the teacher and the hairstylists.
only the malay zai, still remember me. Lol. =)
my super duper long and thick hairs, really need two trainees to dry my hairs. :x
oh sorry sorry sorry. haha =P

today's words : once you've got your money, use it for enjoy and life. ENJOY MORE! :D

so the conclusion is my salary for last month has gone. ^^v

watching 福禄寿探案 and 法证先锋 III now until late night. tomorrow is free Sunday.
free from working. Monday is holiday, FREE FROM WORKING AGAIN. :D

going to off soon. good bye! ^^

i love you, my dear. ♥

ILY ♥

2011-10-16T21:01:00.001+08:00

i love you like a love song baby ♥

16 October 2011 ♥

ILY ^^!

放了自己 :)

2011-10-14T19:57:00.001+08:00

放了自己放了回忆
放了那配不上你的伤心
你该诠释的不再是悲剧主角的残影
而是新的自己

_________________________ 放了自己

ice cream ♥

2011-10-10T20:06:00.003+08:00

i love chocolate ice cream. ♥

in this evening during working hour, i heard music from an ice cream truck. oh no! :D
i felt like i wanna eat ice cream, especially in this very hot evening. :(
ta da! a chocolate ice cream was in front of me. teehee! ^^ thanks ♥ . so surprise. =D
luckily i chose chocolate, ♥ likes vanilla. ;P

but early morning, i made a wrong mistake, and ♥ was scolded by them.
sorry about that. promise i won't be so careless anymore. i don't wanna be your burden. :(

04 October 2011,
today, i felt not well. sore throats. actually ♥ want to order McD for me, but i was in sick so suddenly. -.-
spoiled my mood. so ♥ bought me 凉茶. HAHHAHAHA! very funnly la.
cut wrong the 凉茶pack, made the 凉茶 became more bitter. ewww! i don't like it. :(

night, dinner at McD. HAHAHA! LOL. ;P
walking from Api-api centre to Centre Point. :x
not feeling tired at all. :)
gaming. awww!!! :D the game is so stupid la.
just at the Stage one, i was dying already. -.-"

07 October 2011,
having dinner with Jac. :) she thought the Sushi King offer was still on-ing.
it was okay. both of us just ate three plates. :o
after that, we went for a drink at yoyo. we talked a lots about our own job experience. >
thanks for sharing. haha! ^^

08 October 2011,
after having brunch at 味雅， we went to CP. so many people were there.
went to Asia City to buy Crogs shoes because it is cheaper in price. i bought pink crogs while my bro's is blue.
we saw stamp and coins exhibition. i was wondering. i even touched the first stamp in England and China.
and the new Malaysia Coins. he told us that new Malaysia Coins will be released in the next year.
it's cool! :D

after that, we went to Suria. oh no man~ :P
i wanna buy the Popeye's T-shirts. oh i like it so much. but i didn't buy it. :(

haha. one week was over. i hate the day when i was trouble during working.
i felt so stress and tension. i wish to quit, but still have to wait until Dec. :(

and one thing i wanna to tell ♥,
i wish you will bring me to the place that you wanna to go. :(
can you bring me ? :'(

♥ you.
you ever sing to me,
明明我就喜欢你，深深的爱上你~~~~ :D
Salao :P

带我走 :(

2011-10-09T22:08:00.002+08:00

我希望你能带我走. :(
因为想和你一起生活，
不管未来的日子有多难过，
拥有你，就会是幸福 ♥

晚安, ♥
不要没心情了 :/

失落沙洲 /.\

2011-10-06T22:54:00.003+08:00

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白还有谁能来教我爱 ♥

f*cking application procedure

2011-10-05T18:54:00.002+08:00

applying to Uni is giving me a big trouble and problem. shit!
i don't know what to do. i don't know how to start the application.
when i try to apply, they are telling me that application date is over.
i apply for next year's intake, but now you tell me that registration date is over? -.-
damn place and school. i hate it.

decide to not going for study. working better.
i want go to Singapore for working.!!!!!!!!
damn it fucking complicated application procedure.

wasting my time to search all the things through website,
now just a word, "closing date is almost over". fuck?
why the hell close so early? damnnnnnnnnnn!!!

lazy apply = lazy study = continue working = earning money = traveling = enjoying

Rainie's MV :D

2011-10-01T01:54:00.000+08:00

每次在他车都会听到的歌. 我爱上这首歌了嘢! hehe! ^^

September ends.

2011-09-29T23:09:00.005+08:00

tsk tsk tsk! what a pity, in my lovely blog,
i will never talk about those humble people, including you this freak. ^^

just hope that humble freak don't do anything to me with dirty tricks.
you will never be my top enemy because you are not eligible. ;)

29 September 2011,
i went CP with bro and Gary. =)
Lol. we watched movie and me and bro re-watched Johnny English Reborn again. =="
haha! so whatever. this movie is really nice to watch. never feel bored watching it repeatedly. =D
after that, we were having dinner or supper at Tanjung Aru. yeah yeah! satay :))
just because of something sucks happened, my emotion became very suck enough.
went out yam cha with my best friend. =X
we talked a lot.

30 September 2011,
tonight, you are totally disappointed me. you didn't tell me where did you go.
i knew that you were not trying to tell me a lie , you just didn't choose to tell me. D=
i felt hungry when i need food, when i need someone to fetch me for dinner.
but the one who come to fetch me was not you. you were busy of something with your friends.
at the moment, i just knew that you were not at home, but at friend's house. why?
so i asked john wong to fetch me out for dinner. luckily he did.

but something had happened on the way we went to Damai.
those non-Christians were having a big event at Foh Sang. Parade through the street.
shit, those strange sounds and weird behaviour. it almost made me cry. because i really dislike this kind of event. i hate it! what God of Wealth, Priest for buddhist, mediums children, and what the XxXX was Mickey Mouse??!!! =.=
haiz. i felt wanna cry and we stuck in that place until the event was ended.
i just stayed in 24hour Orange and i ate KitKat ice-cream. :P
we waited until the event was closing.
anyway, May God bless this place, Mercy God and Almighty god.
Please don't ditch them, they will be back to Your side one day. Amen.

after that, we went to Texas again. had a drinks.
our favourite drinks black label coke.
we did nothing at there since the internet line was very down.
we played Free Cell. =="

Sayonara September, Welcome October. :D
first day of October is holiday. it's a super duper boring day. since no one will bring me out.
i will just stay at home. :(
i heard my bro that they will go to 1B for the IT fair. they want to buy keyboard and mouse, and all the PC stuffs, because all price is at rm1. LOL!
real or not hurh?? wow, i buy 1o set lorh!! O.o

but my plan is to go to library to borrow books. but tomorrow is public holiday, don't know whether the library opens or not. hmmph!! >D

err, i've got to go to bed right now. i must have a nice and peaceful sleeping time.
sleep tight and sweet dream. ^^
God bless.

and sorry for him, i told you a lie. :(
hope you will tell me when i need to know well. haiz~

crying + laughing

2011-09-28T23:27:00.002+08:00

今天在办公室里，听着MP3,
就是这首歌，让我落泪了. ='(

其实是有原因的. 只是隐瞒了他. :'(
今天的我超级Emo ！ >:(
我讨厌这样的我，可是又不能控制自己的情绪, 可能是我不太expert 吧?! haiz~

刚才又陪bei看回Johnny English Reborn,
好咯，这次真的大笑咯 -_____-
矛盾吧 ;P
谢谢bei :*

晚安了 ^^

bei ♥

2011-09-26T19:05:00.000+08:00

双子绝对不会对自己不喜欢的人花言巧语更不会为其它而放弃真爱。
所以当双子爱上你的时候，不用怀疑--你已经成为世界上最幸福的人。

只要给双子绝对的信任，双子会还给你最浪漫最温暖的一生。
只是…很少人能让双子爱上。敏感的双子会察觉到对方任何一丝的动摇。❤

【双子座的爱】
1、很在乎很在乎对方，有神经质的倾向；
2、吵架了，会发火，然后放下架子来哄人；
3、有好吃好玩的，都让给对方，或许对方根本不感兴趣；
4、很大方，舍得为对方花钱；
5、虽然粗心大意，但是对对方非常上心；
6、不会轻易放手；
7、很热情，很明显，旁人很容易察觉到 ❤

bei <3 ^^

Aries ♥

2011-09-26T18:35:00.004+08:00

我就是白羊，不能改变的事实. =D

【白羊座怪癖，你有哪些？】
1、双重人格，热爱暗恋
2、有时自卑不喜欢跟人打交道，有点闷骚
3、没事喜欢放空
4、失眠或者嗜睡
5、笑起来是个孩子，冷起来是个谜
6、偏执，悲观，轻微强迫症
7、洁癖，言出必行
8、悲观，不自信
9、自恋，自以为是
10、多疑，性格和脾气极端
11、跟自己较劲，瞎琢磨
12、好心肠，易被感动
13、爱讲道理，整理癖
14、爱纠结。❤

【白羊座的特点，像你么？】
1、吃软不吃硬；
2、经常口是心非；
3、很乐观又很悲观；
4、安全感不多；
5、有点感性；
6、有些话即使害怕错过也不说；
7、常常被人骗；
8、小敏感小洁癖小心软；
9、害怕受伤；
10、总说自己不孤单，其实很寂寞；
11、对陌生人冷冷的，熟悉后就嘻嘻哈哈；
12、总表现的很坚强，其实很软弱；
13、总被人误解，却不愿解释。❤

【白羊座的10大优点：】
1、脾气来的快去的也快；
2、有斗志，喜欢拼搏；
3、刻苦努力，想尽办法独立门户自己当老板，老总最多的星座之一；

4、重感情，讲义气；
5、别人对他好，定加倍奉还的典型代表；
6、不计前嫌，容易哄；
7、单纯没心机；
8、喜怒言于表，不伪装；
9、做事雷厉风行，有效率；
10、天生的统筹规划专家，计划性强。❤

❤ 白羊座女孩性格也很奇怪,有时候超爱说话,有时候可以一天不说话,
高兴的时候, 会拼命的说话,
不高兴的时候,一句话也不说。
白羊座喜欢孤单，又害怕孤单。

❤ 在白羊座的字典里永远没有“利用”两个字，他们不懂得什

么叫阿谀奉承，选择你做朋友永远是看你是否“值得交”，而不是看你是否“有价值”。

❤ 白羊座表里如一，从不做作；讨厌虚伪，厌恶在面具下讨生活，只能做自己，装不出另一幅模样来 ;
所以，白羊从来都是光明正大，什么话都摆在明面上来说，绝对不会背后给人捅刀子，当人一面背后一面。
至于阿谀奉承，拍马屁，见风使舵就更不会了！

❤ 白羊不喜欢欠别人，即使欠了，或许在别人不知的情况下就慢慢还清了；

白羊也不喜欢别人欠TA，这是一种平衡；
白羊不喜欢主动联系别人，但绝不是不在乎，
白羊可以安静，也可以疯颠, TA只是对很多事看得很开.

❤ 白羊座对爱，虽然不喜欢拖泥带水，表面上摆出一副誓死不吃回头草的架势，但是，此时内心是最脆弱的。
会想如果你离开ta的生活，就会开始过单身无爱的日子，不知道自己能不能适应，
于是就会不自觉地想起了你的好，然后再想到你不再对ta好了心就会疼。
或许这也洒不洒脱无关，只是爱过以后留下的伤口罢了

❤ 白羊座最讨厌的人就是在他们面前自以为是，以为魅力无穷的人。
对于这种人，下场只有遭到白羊们的冷言讽刺。他们讽刺人的技术是很高的，
如果他们不加以控制，一个人会被他们说的无地自容。
白羊可能永远也不会知道自己想要的是什么，但是他们一直都很清楚，他们不想要的是什么。

❤ 【白羊座缺点】
有点偏激但是一针见血。一生冲动的笨蛋，到老都很白目的人，
永远活在自己的超小世界当中，冲动，幼稚，还不读书，更惨的是看了一堆书还是抓不到重点！
其实老天爷对你不错，起码还给了你一点才华，
别老是先做反应再来悔不当初，都已经给你那么多次的惨痛经验了！

白羊也有善良的一面. 请别鄙视他们! ;P

Sharing MV ;)

2011-09-25T19:25:00.002+08:00

Sharing <3

什么都不要懂只想继续做梦
害怕醒来以后握不住你的手
是谁太不成熟没体谅彼此感受
我不停寻找着理由解释分手

心好空像没温度的气球
我的灵魂困在回忆中动也不能动

爱上你不需要理由你到底懂不懂
可是怀念竟比失去还要更难受
噢爱让我想起你的时候泪禁不住滑落
可惜你永远都不会懂

什么都不要懂只想继续做梦
害怕醒来以后握不住你的手
如果同一秒钟你也想起了我
心只要能微微颤抖就已足够

爱上你不需要理由你到底懂不懂
可是怀念竟比失去还要更难受
噢爱让我想起你的时候泪禁不住滑落
或许我永远都看不透

爱上你不需要理由你到底懂不懂
伤心快乐在回忆中反复的交错
噢爱让我想起你的时候泪禁不住滑落
可惜你永远都不会懂

放心我还会好好的过

I wanna K this song!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! urghh!! =x

boring Sunday.

2011-09-25T15:13:00.003+08:00

my <3,
i am so happy to hear your voice, and you promise to bring me out since last few days you were in sick.
but today just because of some problems, the plan is canceled. ='(
my feeling becomes suck when things are ended up because of this stupid reason. :x
it doesn't matter. In this BORING Sunday evening, the best thing to do is watching Badminton Contest. haiz~
take a rest ba. =')

19 September 2011,
O-M-G, i saw uncle. >
but i wanna burst out crying when they kept busybody about my things. know what?
当局者迷，旁观者清. 有些旁观者并没有真正知道我心里的感受.
当局者都没有做出什么样的行动，旁观者怎么会明白呢？ ='(

STOP THAT TOPIC.

23 September 2011,
my dad came kaykay. argh! the New Vigo totally looks like Super King, especially the front lamp.
oh no! Ng Cuo Hah. xD and really Welcome Back my little car. it had been more than two weeks i haven't seen you.
finally took back my car. =) i promise i won't let anyone to hurt you again!!!! i will siak siak you by what method?>

at night, we were having seafood dinner at Deep Sea near Hilltop. =D
i like shrimp and Sour Soup! my dad ordered African fish?! it was really big but now, inside my stomach already. HAHAHA! :D

*******************

about my life, i can only thank God for giving me such a blessed life. =)
oh yam i've found a school. even though i can't further study oversea but it's just fine.
i can graduate and i can study as soon as possible. i wish to leave here. guess what? i just want to learn independent!!!!
Dad and Mum, your daughter is not a little kid anymore. i just wish to have my own life without your protection.
anyway, sometimes i will also need it. hehe! :D
nope. i just want to learn independent, seriously.
nineteen years old, i just start to blame myself, why i always dependent on my parents or my brothers and sisters?
DAD, Just Let me to study in other country except Malaysia! :( i just want Bristol or Liverpool.
i feel jealousy when i am knowing that most of the IS friends are going to UK. huh...it's my dream country.

i hope to go there one day for studying or traveling?! pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

it ain't good if i keep dreaming about it but do nothing to chase this dream.
if i think i can, SURE CAN!!!!
Earning money for the English test now. JiaYou JiaYou! :D

God bless everyone, the special You and Me. ^^

September :D

2011-09-17T23:47:00.002+08:00

ta da! :D

welcome back, Shiau Ye3! =D

i should ask myself, HOW AM I DOING RECENTLY? hoho.
quite good lurh! ^^

since i am so lazy to update my blog with lots of words, i choose to simplify my stories of these few weeks in this short post, in diary form.. hmmph >

erm, story on 4th September 2011,
i was in a big trouble. i had been cry so hard. T____T
this was the second time, but i knew it was not my fault at all.
luckily my bro helped me. thanks gor!! you're always my supporter. smurf you. =')
night, having dinner with <3 at Funky Town. i told bei a lot a lot a lot. :P

after that day, i was in sick immediately. =(
i felt not well, sick like hell!!! fever and sore throat. dizzy and couldn't walk properly. flu and coughing until today, i am still in sick. taking leave for two days. but i didn't use my off days to take more rest. -______-

12nd September 2011,
Happy Mid-Autumn Days to everyone. ^^
my bro and I couldn't go back to hometown and celebrated with families. so sad. ='(
didn't celebrate with <3 too. aiks!
so, i went for Shabu-Shabu dinner at City Mall with Kentz, Bibo Babu, John Wong and my bro. funny taking picas. xD
after that, we went to yoyo cafe. i drank Honey Green Tea because is bei's favourite. =)

14th September 2011,
hmm! today i was so happy because i went to watch movie 'Nasi Lemak 2.0' with bei, Emma, Pamela and Donald. =D
we were late. aiks. first time, i sat in the front row. tickets were almost sold out. luckily we still got the last few pieces of tickets. :D

15th September 2011,
this night, my bro and I attend to Cell Group but they were having outing at Suria.
we went to Suria KFC for dinner and watch Johnny English Reborn. =D
the movie was really so damn funny! we laughed like heaven. HAHAHAHA! :D
i was so glad to know them. they are really friendly but the problem is me myself, so hard to close with them.
i don't like to talk much, always keep myself in silent mode. lol. feel shy, maybe. LOL!

17th September 2011,
Happy Birthday to Yan Shen. we were hanging out with him to Suria Upperstar.
chit chat and the topics were so lame. -_____________-
UTAR zai worh! Haha! i kept on "LAT" him. used to it since secondary school life. anyway, wish him having a safe flight and all the best in his study. =D

waiting <3.

Good Night! ^^

God bless us always! :D

third post. ;P

2011-08-30T10:29:00.002+08:00

hello my lovely blog! :D
i haven't seen you in awhile lurh~ >

there are many challenges in life, yours and mine of course. ;P
as for how we overcome those problems.
seriously i need God all the time.
i need Him for giving me strength and power to say NO when the things are wrong.
i want to learn to reject, isn't it? =(

anyway, i wish to leave here as soon as possible.
i wish to get helps from some agents.
i need helps in applying to uni. who can give me a hand? still confusing about my future.
i don't wanna work at there. it brings me a lot of tension. T.T

Selamat Hari Raya to everyone. ;)
finally we have three days of holidays. planning and enjoying with love. :D
errr, i want Gai2, movie, chocolate milktea,.... =P

here is a post about the day, 26 August 2011,
Happy Birthday Elline! :D we had fun for sure. xixi! ^^
dinner-ing at Upperstat Suria, and i saw my ex-classmate. LOL.
watching Spy Kid. what a funny movie! thumbs up! <3
after movie, we went to Texas. hmm?! >
i would never drunk. haha! and why? because i'm not easy to be drunk. hoho! :D
after drinks, three of us felt hungry again. supper at McD. :D
at the moment i laid between sleepy and high, i could not control my emotion. -________-
i was so high enough, everybody was looking at me because of my craziness. oh man!
i was so embarrassing. >
i love my buddies, because they never ditched me, not like some people. kan? :D

i wish to go back to my form 3 life. hoho!
viwawa overnight with John Wong. always compete with each other.. xD
the one who sleep more earlier is pig. LOLX!
fine, life may not be started over again. ='(

i hope someone can help me in applying my studying to uni.
i wish to leave this country!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
who can save me?!!!!!!!!!! :X

God bless.

second post. :P

2011-08-22T19:31:00.002+08:00

18 th August, Happy Birthday to my dad.
finally, i could back on that day. i didn't apply for leave.
i didn't go to work two days. who care? my boss wanna fire me, i don't mind. ;P
am i so irresponsible? haha! >

i was so happy that i could go back Kudat for two days and one night. i miss my families. <3
arrived there at 10am. after helping my mum to buy somethings, went for brunch with cousin at Lavender.
after brunch, just stayed at home, helping my parents to prepare for the night event. ;)
i felt so tired after mopping my two damn huge living rooms and the dinner room. >
fine, enjoyed the night. ;D

today, i applied for half day leave. went back to campus with Mixiao and Jan Jan. :)
after taking our results, (of course my result was very suck. -______-), we went for breakfast at McD. =D
Thanks you !!!! :D have fun. see you again ba. :P

aiks. tomorrow no cola le. someone will not be there. =(
faster come back eh!!! T.T
but Jia You ba. hope you can do it! ^^ <3

hmm, for me? what is future? i hope nothing can spoil my future days.
pray for God that i have another chance. God save me please. Amen.

i need you all the times when i feel myself so weak. :(

updated ♥

2011-08-07T21:59:00.002+08:00

因为我很爱你，
不想要你放弃爱情，尤其这段得来不易 ♥

it has been one month i didn't update my blogger. sorry my lovely blog. :S
one month, in other words, four weeks. i was working since 11st of July.
27 days already i worked at there. :)
i felt so proud of myself because i can handle my job as well so far.
although sometimes i would feel so down because of some people, but not everyone is the same as her.
i really thanks those who always accompany me when i was boring during working.
thanks Ema, Affat, Rashid, boboy, ermm and ah jan ^^ and also others. hehe! :D

i enjoy my working hours but sometimes i really feel wanna go home early.
i dislike myself of being so dumb and doing nothing in the office when all my works have been done so fast. :X i tried to do my works slowly but .... -_______-
fine, everyday just waiting for the time passes more faster and faster.

and
thank you for giving me lovely week. ♥

so many things were happened in July. =)
in this July, i back to Kudat. ^^
the same month, i met my buddies. we had a precious hang out night. =D
steamboat dinner, Tanjung Aru beach taking pics, cp movie. miss my buddies a lot!!

11st August is coming so soon, sooner and sooner. :(
feel so nervous, worrying about my CIE results. =(
but i believe in God, He will give me a blessed result.
oh Lord, i believe in You. Amen. ♥

bulan Ramadhan for muslim,
also Forty days Fasting and prayer for Christian.
i choose to not eat for the whole morning and evening. Lol.
i'm serious. =S
i know that i can do it!
Let's pray more. God bless.

you're not the most perfect for everyone, but for me, you're the special one. :)

tomorrow is Monday again. :(
working working working!!! so tension and stress! =(
but i will work hard and do my best all the time. ;)

take care everyone. ♥

love you. ^^

working. =(

2011-07-16T23:54:00.005+08:00

eleventh of July, was the first day of working. i felt so nervous. luckily they treated me quite good.
i enjoyed the working hours. hehe ^^
first day of work, i stepped into a strange place. i felt like i am an useless people.
i couldn't even give the help they need. =(
i didn't know everything as well. haiz. i should work more harder.
they gave me a new nickname. lolx~ so fast i got a new nickname. LOLx.
everyday after working, i would feel so shy. aiks. i don't know. :x
because of something happened. everyday, me and a guy will be treated as their joke.. -__________-
don't nonsense eh! caused us do not know how to do. -____-

but!!! sitting in front of the pc everyday. checking the car's plate and model.
everything, all about cars' stuffs and accessories. boring right? :x
i learned how to key in all the bills into pc. =.=
also learned how billing. but billing is the most hardest part. haiz :(
mistake mistake mistake!! keep mistaking. im so noob. :(

six days already. still feeling not so well. i don't know this, don't know that. =(
haiz. i feel so tired. my body so pain because of sitting for so long time..... T.T
clerk is really a hard job. i think it is not so suitable for me. =(
maybe one day i will be fired? or i will resign? haiz. don't know leh. =(

the fourth day of working. x)

the day before the first day of working. ;P

first day of working. ;)

now, i feel so boring and tired of working! just one week only.
=( please stop my feelings of being hurt by that guy.
i should control myself. God bless me always.

tonight, i can stay up late lurh. tomorrow is freedom.
just for one day only. just one day only. i should appreciate it! :P

take care everyone. ^^

working!!

2011-07-10T22:10:00.002+08:00

this morning, my bro's friend came to my house while i was still sleeping at living room. Lolx.
after that, we went to McD for lunch. =P
hehe.

my dad came to Kaykay today. he reached home at almost 6pm. so he brought us to have dinner with his friends, near hilltop. ><"
oh my God, my dad's 同学会. uncle is so funny lorh. we laughed all night long. =D
Hahahax!

hmm, it's tomorrow! my new life is gonna start. a busy life? errh ><"
i work as a clerk. xD
just call me as an OL. wakaka. =P
i know not much, but i will do my best and learn as much as i can.
God will always be with me. i believe in Him. =)
Shiau Ye3!! do your best okay!!!
don't be afraid!! :D
Gayao! ^^

need to go to bed early.
good night everyone! :D
d, we need together Gayao orh! ^^

xoxo

bersih? dirty?

2011-07-10T00:34:00.002+08:00

these few days, my bro and i slept at living room.
you know what? sharing the same air-cond, saving electricity. hehe.
can watch TV until late night somemore. =P

8th of July, my third times interview for job. it was quite good.
thank you Mrs. Wong for giving me the chance to learn.
you're so kind. but the salary is a bit lower. i told my mum.
i kept complaining about the low salary.
she scolded me and said, STILL NOT ENOUGH?
LOLX. okay lar. i worked at there lor if my mum says YES. :D

9th of July, rally? you this stupid f*cktard! don't trying to create war in Malaysia lar!
i know that there are many people support BERSIH 2.0.
but i don't think Rally is the best way to solve those problems lor.
sei noob. making war you tahu sahaja!
making people can't wear yellow shirts. zzz
i'm the fourth kind of person, who doesn't care about Malaysia's Politic at all.

Monday is coming soon. :)
the first day of working at a tyre company. =P
i know that i would have many things to learn.
but i will try my best to do well with these three months.
i can do it!!! :D

going to sleep. good night:)

interview. :)

2011-07-06T23:30:00.002+08:00

today is Wednesday, rainy day... =)

suddenly decided to go to interview for job. aiks.
it's quite good. hehe.
i didn't know what to wear and what to bring.
i only brought my SPM and AS level certificates. lolx.
after fetching my bro and ah dun from school, asking them to accompany to find the office. -_____-
i really could not find the office. oh shit. wasting my time and energy.
finally they saw the shop. LOLx
so i went to the shop alone while they were waiting at the outside.

arghh!! felt so nervous. so noob oh me. zzz ><"
i talked to that guy in mandarin. then he said, "aiya, saya bukan cina oh."
LOLX. so toh soi.
after filled in the application form and photocopy my IC and certificates, the manager interviewed me.
i was shocked when he told me about the working time.
from 10.30 am till 8.30pm. ZZZZZ
combo six days somemore. :(
i don't know whether i can handle it or not. but i like this job because of it is a furniture shop. =P
he told me that he will confirm me through calling few days later.

after that, yam cha with ah dun at curry house.
he spent me roti susu. lolx.
after that, i received a call from Yen Ai. -_______-
the boss just called me and asked me to work at Foh Sang, but not Lintas. lolx.
i was very hesitant. i don't know where i should work. ><"

i have to tell my mum tomorrow. i haven't give her a call yet.
maybe she will give me ideas about it. :)

after start working, i think i will be more busy and less enjoying.
less movie, less yam cha, less going back to Kudat?! :(
but if i don't work, i will going to end up myself by bankrupting. :O

trying to interview another job.
a more suitable job. a more relaxing job. ;)
hope i can find it.

thank you Lord, let my interview went so smoothly.
keep having faith in You, my Lord.
in Jesus name I pray, Amen. <3

Good night everyone. =)

bad luck.

2011-07-04T21:50:00.003+08:00

i lost my sense. haiz. i really can't control my emotions.
i was not in the right mood. and i did involve my brother in this thing. :(
i felt so sorry.

fine. i always not to wear safety belt when driving. but today so NGAM JPJ saw me. :(
so NGAM? haiz! my luck was so shit. i hate polices, and also JPJ kia. !! grrr!!!!
just drove out from my home and U-turn, direct been blocked. shit?
five of JPJ kia came out from their stupid blue car (p.s car number is WMK 971x ),
they were standing around my car.
wtf? like gangster, -_____-
one of them acted cool and asked me, "u tahu kesalahan u ya?"
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
i nodded and showed him my license. he said that i'm newbie.
once again, i ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZz
finally, he gave me sheet. a piece of shit borang.
and talked many rubbish cocks somemore :(

i called everyone immediately. lol. especially my gor gor.
only him, never scold me when i was in trouble. thank you gor. :')
whole day, i felt myself like a big bomb, will outbreak at any time.
haiz. evening, i went to JPJ and payed the fine.
they were ojibala. shit shit shit. and i saw the stupid blue car again! and those animals. :)
they 淋 me, so i "hahahaha" them. i meant ignore. :)
today, i got the summon ; but at the same day, i saw police who was not wearing the safety belt when driving.
are they dogs? :)
i don't know.
let it be. three hundred bucks, i spent you Abalone Dinner. :)
anyway, i know you all hungry for a long time, so today, would out looking for food.
and ME, was your food. :)

just can blame my own careless. all is my fault. :(
about this thing, i didn't tell my dad. i will never let him know.
i just tell my mum. she said "NANANA" almost hundred times already.
the person who i appreciate a lot is my gor gor. he helped me a lot. thank you gor. muahx!

行行出状元，警队出垃圾. =D
this is a fact. for every polices in this country, will be called as a dog? can you tell me why? LOL. =D

today's luck : negative thousand million. zzz

God bless.

take care.

2011-07-01T19:59:00.002+08:00

生病了哦. :(
若得像一只病猫. ><"

haiz. 很辛苦.
最讨厌就是感冒的了.
感冒了会无缘无故流泪.
害得别人以为我在哭 =.=

穿着外套, 盖着被, 关掉风扇,....
都还会觉得冷!!!
天哪! 我要洗热水澡!!!!!!!!
现在又下雨了. zzzz

不管了，等下我要去喝几杯凉茶!!!!!!!!!!!!

今天, skype 我妈咪，告诉她我生病了.
我妈竟然问我是不是被蚊子叮哦. LOL~~~~~
妈咪, 并不要吓我哦.
生病的人很脆弱的. 分分钟可能会被吓到si 掉嘟. ><"
躺在沙发. 妈咪看到了, 一直叫我去买panadol吃.
我还问回她, 要吃什么颜色的panadol . LOLLOL.

好啦, 我会好好照顾自己的. ;)
别担心啦.

God Bless me always. :)

take care everyone!

sick =(

2011-07-01T00:33:00.002+08:00

i'm sick. i'm sick. i'm sick!!!!
haiz. what the heck is wrong with me?

my throat is pain now. can't even talk so loud. :'(
now, i have flu again!!!
God please bless me. take away my pain and give me strength and power. Amen.

and i'm still waiting for the call.
please, give me a good response.
i need that job, very very need it.
this is the last chance. i can't find other job anymore loh!!!!!!!!
please approve me!!!!!!

pray for God.

good night and take care Shiau Yee.

trips. :)

2011-06-26T22:48:00.009+08:00

ta da! 我终于会古达了啦. 有点兴奋咯. =D
不过可惜的是才两天一夜. 咳~
回去的目的就只有一个, 老爸的票太多了. 要我们回去.
客家公会庆祝双亲节午宴之类的东东 :x
刚到家时，就和堂姐他们去吃 Bak Bak Tom Yam. yesh!!! :D

下午，打算去bak bak 拍照的.
最终还是改了计划. Lolx
去Lavender 喝茶 :))

跟你说哦, 我真的蠢到偷偷做了一件事. =P
饶了一圈，还是没看到. 再绕第二圈，还是没看到 -_____-
我想就算了啦. ><"

只是，上天要我看见事请的真相, 我也逃不掉啊.
只能默默的沮丧. ='(
为何让我见到我不想知道的事实呢?
不能保留你那一丁点的秘密吗? =(
为何要让我看见呢? 当我看见的那一霎那, 我真的疯了. T_T
打给朋友，在电话里头大喊. 朋友还真的以为我要自杀.
不行啦! :(

面对着不能说话却又舍不得的那一个，
连微笑都来不及给
就把头弄得低低的. =(
只想忽略路过的人.
那又算什么?
看开一点吧. 生活中，有得必有失啊.
不用在意那生命中缺陷的一部分了.

小忆, 你都做了你的蠢事啊.
至少它给你暂时的快乐了吖! 够了咯 :|

距离很短，并不代表能相遇.
500米不到的距离, 也不能遇见,
这告诉了自己其实一切什么都不是 :)

只看见Ni. ;)

:x

Cosway! :)

outside. :S

soto. not the PRO la.
but yum yum! :D

不管事情有多重，
只要找到最简单办法,
也能承担的住. =)

:)

当我还在乎的时候, 我珍惜了,
因为我怕的是有一天我真的放下你了 :')

kay kay, i am back. :(

loser xD

2011-06-23T23:10:00.002+08:00

haizzzzzzzzzzzz... a long and deep sigh. :(

everyday i tell myself,
"Voon Shiau Yee is really so det han mao si zo. like a big lazy bug. everyday just sleep at home. go to bed so early but wake up so late. take a long rest every evening."
sleeping? it's my life. oh shit!
i really hate this kind of life.
this week seems passing so slow. i really can't wait for this coming Saturday.
time, please pass more faster okay? :'(

remind myself. Remember to bring the Mr.Bean stuffs when get home!!! :D

i really need to find something to do. bored extremely at home.
everyday i'm just watching 街头怒火. urgh!
sleeping. online-ing. listening to songs. zzzz
this is so called Shit Life. -_____-

i found out that i should buy more drawing papers. =P
drawing time. i love ya! ^^v

almost half year of this 2o11.
hahaa! so who is the Loser of this year?! :D:D:D
he? she? them? me? Lolx.

hahaa. well. i think i should go to bed right now.
tomorrow need to wake up early. ><"

good night everyone.
sweetdream. ^^ <3

我为什么还爱你 =)

2011-06-20T21:04:00.000+08:00

迷路兵 - 我为什么还爱你

=)

bond

2011-06-20T00:56:00.002+08:00

很多人都说我，身在福中不知福. -______-
其实我并不觉得我很幸福.
还说"要什么就有什么"
屁叻! 我想要都没哦. :x

昨天是父亲节. 我就信息他.
他竟然对我说了一句很kik的话. ><"
很意外的咯. ~.~
不管有多不喜欢你的思想，还是要答应你， study hard 的咯. @@"

我最敬重的父亲大人,
你很常都无缘无故的发火，骂我们. 我们是有点不高兴的啦. ~.~
还有啊, 我知道你一定不会买给我们那些不值得花的物品.
就好象i phone. Hahaha.
你每次买给我们的是很贵重很贵重的.
最然不是名牌，但却是我们需要用到的而我们又买不起的东西. ><"
我们都知道你的心意. 你要的是我们长大成熟自己赚钱. 自己解决问题.
在家里，我是算最不成熟的那一个了 -____-
发生任何事都第一时间打电话给你求救. zzz 就好象那天我的车被kissed的那件事. -____-
我竟然第一时间打给不在KK 的你. 我真的很噢买尬. -.-
我还依赖老爸老妈. 够幼稚的我. haiz
显得我还是个女孩. =(

现在，我要自己找工作. 存钱买我想要的东西!!!!!!
来吧, shiau ye3!! 拼了吧!!!! :D

快点找工作吧!! 要不然你会饿死街头的了咯 ><"

还有一件事!!! 习惯就好咯!!!
几天了. 战况激烈. 我说过不打扰你，就不打扰你了!!! :C
我记住我的约定. ='(

睡觉吧, 女孩~

sleep tight.

我们都怕痛

2011-06-19T15:43:00.000+08:00

她說她再也不相信真愛
我能給的安全感也用完
原本的孤單已變成不安
像看穿卻又放不下依賴

看著她低頭勇敢牽著她就走
別怕只要在一起就能穿越黑晝
她的眼睛說愛太迷人卻猜不透
她的脆弱只有我能看懂

我們都怕痛但又好想試著牽手
兩顆心隱藏在背後不敢承諾
不想再難過丟棄回憶重新來過
讓我永遠牽著你把手給我

她說她再也不相信真愛
我能給的安全感也用完
原本的孤單已變成不安
像看穿卻又放不下依賴

看著我低頭她說她願跟我走
好怕讓她心碎的痛又反覆折磨
我的眼睛說笑或淚我都會守候
她是我唯一執著的執著

我們都怕痛但又好想試著牽手
兩顆心隱藏在背後不敢承諾
不想再難過丟棄回憶重新來過
讓我永遠牽著你把手給我

我們都怕痛但又好想試著牽手
兩顆心隱藏在背後不敢為愛承諾
不想再難過丟棄回憶重新來過
讓我永遠牽著你把手給我

讓我永遠牽著你把手給我

='(

everlasting ♥

2011-06-13T22:02:00.016+08:00

Shiau Yee, you are graduated! Whee! :D
Last Saturday was our big day.
Our Graduation Ceremony was so awesome! i would never forget about those sweet memories. =)

haha. i do not want to say so much here. just upload picas. hehe ^^

Is families with Miss hannah. xoxo

my tuition teacher, Mr Ray. =D

Lolx.

my bio teacher, Ms. Joanna. miss you. =')

Lol. parts of my real family. =P

12 June, IS Night =)
i told myself, shiau yee won't feel regret to attend this prom night. =) thanks SC ! :D
we had fun. enjoyable night. ^^

=)

michelle chen!!! deng deng!! xD

Pretty n Sexy Esther. =)

sistas! :D

oh yeah! xD

Prom King n Prom Queens of IS Night 2011. =)

Daniel. Lol~ xD

=P

baby =3=

so now, really wish you guys all the best in life.
Have a blast! take care everyone,
i'm gonna miss you guys. :)
i love you guys too! ^^

after graduation and IS Night, i felt so stressed.
someone reminds me to work at Big Apple. =)
what a nice suggestion! hoho! :D
going to apply for this job vacancy.
i wanna make donuts by self. hehe ^^

Good Night Everyone. =)

saya punya June ♥

2011-06-08T10:26:00.004+08:00

now is the second week of June. so many boring days i have been through.
it ain't good. :C
i think i should find some useful things to do.
jogging? =D i can't wait for it! muahaha.

about my June,
saya punya June sangant sangat boring.

1st of June : celebrate my big day! ^^

2nd of June : KFC xD

3rd of June : city mall. =P

4th of June : Pirates of Caribbean 4 at Megalong. =)

5th of June : X-Men first Class at Suria. =D

6th of June : boring at home. O.o"

yeng lol. xD
at furniture shop. my favourite place. xD

6th of June : night, dinner at relatives' house. Guo Zong Jet Kuai Lok! :D

cousin?! =D

********************

hoho.
there are three workers at my house now.
my house's living room cacat jor. need change tiles.
hope they can finish their job as fast as possible. lolx.

last night, we went to buy KFC. and guess what we see!!
my sis's favourite____ Mr Bean. oh my gosh!
i bought all the four items again. =D
my mui is sure very happy lurh~ ^^v

today, i'm going to jog with my friends at bukit padang.
this is my first time. =P
exercise exercise!! :D:D

still finding a job. so hard to find. haiz.
who can help me ah?!!! argh!!!!!
feel so bored at home. @@"

hmm, watching Spongebob Squarepants now. =))

take care everyone. ^^

xoxo

Jiayou ♥

2011-06-05T00:49:00.003+08:00

诶，真的很烦嘢 =(

一份适合的工作都还没找到. 该怎么办才好啊?
看来老爸真的冻结我的零用钱了.
烦啊!!!!!!! ='(

算了吧. 慢慢找吧. 应该很快就可以找到的了.
打算做full time plus part time.
够拼叻~ xD
反正在家也没事做. 不如出去做一些能够让自己得到益处的事. 对吧? =P

今天很开心. 嘻嘻 ^^
没办法吖. 谁叫有人开心. =)
所以本小姐今天特别的开心.
err, 不对咯.. 应该是说接下来的这几天都会很开心. =)
开心就好 ^^♥

今天去Megalong看电影.
咳~ 因为太烂了!!!! 连个新戏都那么慢上映. lolx
所以就被逼看回pirates 4 咯. -___-
买了四人的票. 我当然是选我的风水位啦 ><"
最舒服 plus 看到颈不会觉得痛的7 号.
坐那个位置最舒服的咯. LOLX
哈哈. 哎呀. 那个不是重点啦. =)
其实很想看 x men. 可惜今天去suria. 座位爆满. -_____-
肯定爆的咯. 今天agong 大完的叻. ><"
很多人都有放假.
所以就该去megalong 看Pirates 4. =P

在suria 遇到了我的朋友.
真的好久好久没和她聊天了.
自从去年她没有继续她的A level 而出国深造之后，就没遇见她了.
哪里知道今天被我撞见了. lolx. =)

好吧. 今天喜事连连. 只是有点心不安.
怎么解释呢? ><"
就关于... bla bla bla.
我的性格吧. @@"
不管怎样，我都觉得还好咯.
因为那人给我的希望从头到尾都只是虚空的. >:(

还是得说一句，
请不要给我那些不能兑现的承诺. =)

如果申请到了，真的要去Kl interview叻.
还是希望能够申请到 =)
那是唯一一间给予我希望的大学叻. ><"
努力的机会已经过了.><"
现在只希望有好运气. =)
我有努力地去争取!!!!!! =P

好了啦. 今天有开心到吗? ^^
有就好. xD

那明天和接下来这几天都要加油咯. =D

take care. ♥

sweetdream. ^^

Beast B2st ♥

2011-06-03T15:09:00.001+08:00

这些就叫做帅啦. =P

Beast B2st ♥

support support! ^^v

vacancy ><"

2011-06-03T00:16:00.003+08:00

i really wanna touch my books. i feel like wanna go back to IS, meet my friends. :'(
i cannot stop my itchy hand to open my bio book. oh gosh! poor me.=(
go back to a life without school. i seem bored. haiz.
I've decided to interview for a suitable job.
but i really have no ideas. what is the most suitable job for me?
i do not know everything. i have no talents. -___-
it's too bad that i can't find a good job. arghh!!! i hate this feeling.

yeah. i'm gonna find more details about my further study.
i really don't know what would it be. !!!
someone, gives me suggestion please~ ='(
i'm tired of choosing Uni. there are so many reasons that influence my decision.
school fees, results, courses, location, living expenses, ...... so on.
i've made up my mind to choose the most interesting course. but!!! i'm afraid that my results are suck. =(
stop thinking of these nonsenses! 船到桥头自然直. yeah!
there's no need to be upset. =P

now, i'm looking forward to graduating from IS. =)
11th of June, i will officially say goodbye to my IS mates.
errm, it's hard to describe my feelings right now.
yea, it also represents that we're going to start our own brand new life.
why don't i think positively? ;)

hope that i can find a job as fast as possible.
i won't let my father have the opportunity to scold me. i want to earn money by myself!
please be mature, Shiau Yee!
money will come to your hands if you throw away your laziness. @@"
haha! so anyone, intro me some jobs, okay? =)
urgent!! :x

i can't sleep well actually. =(
i feel like i was hurting someone. but!
i do not mean it. errr, i think everything will be fine, right? =)

sleep early lurh ^^
good night!

take care. <3

the end. ^^

2011-06-01T17:51:00.004+08:00

Shiau ye3, i am so proud of you! muahaha! :D
one and half year's A Level course is completed on this day!
so many things i have been through in Kaykay.
happiness and sadness. but all is past now! :)
only memories, but no regrets.

i wanna say goodbye to IS, a place which really gave me a lot of fun and memories.
thank you, my beloved IS families. ^^
gonna see you guys during the graduation ceremony day. =)
take care everyone! :)

seriously, i still can't used to this life. starting a new life without school days.
i really so miss those life! T^T
before, i need to wake up early and go to school everyday.
but now? oh gosh! really just laying in bed. staying at home. doing nothing?
no way! i can't get this kind of life!
i should find a job and earn money. =P
but but but, i really have no any idea. What job i can do?
hmm?? going back Kudat? no no no! NO WAY!
that place does not provide me any entertainment!
except my home. no where i can go! i hate boring somemore. -____-

the first day i stepped into this school.
starting my new life. ^^

S1D <3

S1D 's class trips. =)

S2B 's graduation pica. xD

my wonderful 19. =')

Thank you Lord, blessing me all my days. ^^
thank you everyone who stay in my life from the beginning until today. =)

thank you~ thank you~ ! ^^

Pang Yao Zai!!! Bit Nyiap mao oh?!! =D

xoxo

embarrasing day. -____-

2011-05-31T23:24:00.003+08:00

you are really so mean. =x
hmm, just let it be.

yeah! my A2 exam is coming to the end.
it's tomorrow! err, 1st of June. !!!
i am so excited. last day of exam, biology paper 4. =)
this tells me that my life in IS will be ended. i gonna leave this place, which giving me a lot of fun.
here is the place which God let me knew my best friends well.
i love my families!
i really will miss them badly after tomorrow. ='(
Gambateh for the last exam paper okay! :D

last day of May, it was the most embarrassing day! grrrr!!!
on this day, i should get up early. exam was started at 9am.
However, Shiau Yee woke up at 8.30am!!!!
What the hell!!i woke up accidentally. i look at the clock.
i shouted out immediately. argh!!!!!!
i kept finding my pencil case, statement of entry, student ID, IS shirts, .....=.=
i burst out crying. T.T
so i drove as fast as possible. zzzzz
i reached there at 8.5oam. -___-

when i stepped into the lobby, where are those students? ZZZZzzZ
i climbed up to the fifth floor. the school seemed so silent.
i was trembling, used all my energy to run towards the exam hall. zzz
i saw mr Adam. i asked him, "can i go in?"
he said, "yes, hurry up!"
OH MY GOODNESS!!! thanks Lord. =')

when i opened the doowr, exam was started. -____-
the exam was not started on time??!!!
so suck. ><"

luckily i could answer parts of the question papers. lolx
today i look awkward. grrr!!

embarrased @@ ,
taken after exam.. -___-

Thank you Lord, for what You've done for me.
i need you every time when i am in trouble.
i seek your words.
in Jesus name i Pray, amen.

I'll be set free. =D

xoxo

good night. ^^

prayer.

2011-05-31T01:45:00.003+08:00

Lord, i just need to be able to focus.
i need your help to look at this information so i can remember and apply it well on my exam.
i need You to help me feel more confident going into the test and relax a bit so i can concentrate.

Lord, thank you for all the blessings You have placed in my life.
Thank you for being here in this time when i feel a bit overwhelmed.
Thank you for always being there and allowing me to rely on You.
In Jesus name i pray, Amen.

Gambateh for my tomorrow's Math paper 7!

Gayao!!!

good night everyone. =)
stop thinking of nonsense. ><"

GAYAO!!!!

2011-05-28T23:23:00.002+08:00

Voon Shiau YeEEEEEeeeeEE!!!! just left four days. you really can't wait for it?!!
don't enjoy within these four days, can? !!! ='(
what should you do right now is just concentrate on your bio paper 4 and Maths paper 7!!!
don't go out anymore from now on until Wednesday! okay?!

after Wednesday, you'll be free from jail! just wait for it!!!
God will bless you, you should know that!

i make up my mind to not go out at these few days.
luckily my bro go back kudat for holiday.
so i will alone at home. this is a good thing!
i can focus on my books since last few days i couldn't study so much because of my bro was there. -___-

fine. i should do my revision right now.
tomorrow gonna wake up early to go tuition.
GAYAO!!!!!!!!!

Patrick babe ♥

2011-05-27T22:47:00.003+08:00

today i went to 1B with my bro and friend. so det han ><"

i bought Patrick Star again! a more bigger size Gong Zai. =P
yeah yeah babe ♥
i can hug hug my Patrick babe every night when sleeping. aha! :D
i borrowed my bro's money to buy so many things.
err, a new wallet?! =P
R brand wallet. yes! i got a new wallet jor! =)
thank you Voon Shiau Tshung!!! XD

John wong wanted to buy contact lens.
so i followed him to go Goodrich. free checking eyes.
i got a bad result. ='(
my eyes arh~~~~~~!!!!!
tell me why? i don't want to be blind girl. haiz.
increase degree le. ='(
left eye : 700 !!!! WHAT THE F?!!
right eye : 275!!!!!! oh shit!
last time my eyes were 500 and 150.
just one year, my eyes' degree have changed so much.
i need to buy a pair of new spec. ='(
we went to another shop. checking eyes again. the same result again. haiz.
i really can't accept the fact. what should i do? ='(
i think i should tell my dad and mummy lerh~

i'm hungry now. T.T
just now went to youth cell group at Good Sam.
first time go there. they are so kind hurh. i mean over kind. Lol~
50+ peoples shake hand with me till tired.
just first time i went to there. automatically join the competition. lol.
dance and sing waa. =.=
fine. i should enjoy it. why don't? lolx

should study now!!!!!! Shiau Yee!!!!
long time you didn't touch your book jor!!!!
should study RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!

fine. study le.
gayao =)

xoxo

=D

2011-05-27T00:05:00.002+08:00

ABC About Shiau Yee Questions:

A - AVAILABLE: lolx

B - BIRTHDAY: 23 March! :D

C - CRUSHING ON: nope. =)

D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Coca Cola :P

E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: cousins ><"

F - FAVORITE SONG: The Lazy Song - Bruno Mars =D

G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: Gummy bears?!

H - HOMETOWN: kudat :)

I - IN LOVE WITH: nope. =)

J - JUGGLE: @@

K - KILLED SOMEONE: NOPE ;O

L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: forget. =.=

M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: chocolate milk shake :D

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: many xD

O - ONE WISH: live in Bristol =)

P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: my mum. =)

R - REASON TO SMILE: it's a MUST. =P

S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Taylor Swift - Mean

T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 10am ><"

U - UMBRELLA COLOR/PATTERN: lolx

V - VEGETABLE(S): @@"??

W - WORST HABIT : never sporting?

X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: nope. =)

Y – YOYOS ARE: a kind of drinks or what? lolX

Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Aries :D

Random Questions About You:

Spell your name without vowels: oon hiau ee

Least favorite color?: YELLOW

What are you listening to?: Hitz Fm. =D

Are you happy with your life right now?: maybe. =P

What is your favorite class in school?: Biology =)

When do you start back at school/college?: Tuesday :D

Are you outgoing? : half lolx

Favorite shoes? : Converse =)

Where do you wish you were right now? : Bristol or Liverpool

THE CANS:

Can you dance?: nope. =(

Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth? : O.o

Can you whistle?: yes! =)

Write with both hands?: nope. ><"

Walk with your toes curled?: O.o

THE DO'S:

Do you believe there is life on other planets?: maybe :P

Do you believe in miracles? : err. don't know. ><"

Do you believe in magic?: nope. =)

Love at first sight?: nope. =)

Do you believe in Satan?: NOPE! even he appears in this world.

Do you know how to swim?: nope. =(

Do you like roller coasters?: Yes :D

Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: nope

THE HAVES:

Have you ever asked someone out?: yes :)

Have you ever been asked out by someone?: yup :)

Have you ever been to the ocean?: yes :)

Have you ever painted your nails? : often. =P

THE WHATS:

What is the temperature outside?: don't know ><"

What radio station do you listen to?: hitz fm :D

What was the last restaurant you ate at?: 锅贴 :D

What was the last thing you bought? : Patrick Stars. =P

What was the last thing on TV you watched?: 花花世界花家姐. Lolx

THE WHOS:

Who was the last person you IM'd?: @@"??

Who was the last person you took a picture of?: bro. =)

Who was the last person you said "I love you" to?: nope :D

CRYING SECTION:

Ever really cried your heart out?: yes :)

Ever cried yourself to sleep?: Yes! :'(

Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: lolx. forget eh ><"

Ever cried over the opposite sex?: O.o

Do you cry when you get an injury?: biasa lar. :(

Do certain songs make you cry?: Yes! :'(

HAPPY SECTION.

Are you a happy person?: i'm not sure. =x

What can make you happy?: Patrick Stars. ♥

Do you wish you were happier?: YES! :D

Can music make you happy?: maybe. =x

LOVE SECTION.

How many times have you had your heart broken?: one. @@"

Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: nope. =)

LOOK AT ME.

What is your current hair colour: pure black! :P

Current piercings?: nope. =x

Have any tattoos?: NOPE

Eye color?: brown =="

IN A BOY/GIRL:

Favorite eye color: black. :)

Short or long hair: long :D

Height: @@

Best clothing: casual =P

HAVE YOU EVER

Been to jail: NO!

Mooned someone: errr

Laughed so hard you cried: yes?! ><"

Cried in school: yes. =P

Thrown up in a store: nope

Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: HAHA! yes :D

Gone skinny dipping: ngai. zz

THIS OR THAT

Pepsi or Coke: pepsi :D

McDonald's or Burger King: McD ♥ :)

Single or Group Dates: whatever

Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate! ♥

Strawberries or Blueberries: NO STRAWBERRIES !!!

Meat or Veggies: both :)

TV or Movie: Movie ♥ :)

Guitar or Drums?: piano :)

Adidas or Nike: Converse ♥ :)

Chinese or Mexican: CHINESE ^^

Cheerios or Corn Flakes: cheerios

Cake or Pie: cake =D

MTV or VH1: ? ==

mean

2011-05-26T23:49:00.002+08:00

you have knocked me off my feet again, got me feeling like a nothing
you have pointed my flaws again. you are ever gonna be is MEAN.

Someday I'll be living in a big ol' city
And all you're ever going to be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever going to be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?
_____ Taylor Swift - mean

All you are is mean
And a liar, and pathetic, and alone in life
And mean, and mean, and mean, and mean!!!!

just can't get enough ;S

2011-05-25T23:44:00.004+08:00

把借来的都还掉了 =)

若和我想像中的不一样，我有权利说不要. ;)

thank you my friend, told me the truth. it really gives me a great inspiration.
he ever asked me to make a mind to throw it.
because i asked him before. "should i throw it?"
he said, "Yes, You should! the reason is so simple. i think that you will also know why. right?"
just i was too late to say it out. the person told me at the wrong timing which i was not ready to accept those words.
but now, i am fine, thoroughly. =)

hmm, i think that i should say thanks to those who support me.
especially, Esther and John Wong Moronsoi.
ahaha! includes my dearest cousins too. =P
they're right. sometimes, some small matters could tell you the worthy of the things.
if the things are not worth to own it, environment can bring you to other pathway to avoid to be hurt.
yeah, i could feel it actually.
so now i have the freedom. =P

today i have my Chemistry Paper 4 exam.
it was really hard to answer.
i answered till burst out tears.
i told myself, "Shiau Yee, I think you should give up." so negative thinking. =X
even if i have enough time to complete those questions, i still cannot answer correctly.
those questions were so tough. =(
i hope i can get B or C. T^T
but but but... wuhwuh~ ='(

by now i know what course should i take for my future studying. =X
I'm not willing to but i have no other options to choose.
unless i choose a not so pro uni.
yeah, if i really want to chase my dream, the only way is going to further study at KL. -___-

dad, i can't get good grades. sorry about that. i wasted all of your money.
if i can't apply to the course which i wish to take, i think i will downgrade my target. ;O
okay lar. don't think too much! Pray to God only. coz i also have no other good ways to change the fate. lolx

hey, i feel so happy because you get it back what you want at first.
things which belong to you will be last forever.
i use 8 weeks period to read your mind.
and now i really know that you should keep it till the last breathe.
because the things that you want will go back into your life.
i am so happy because i did a good thing, that is just let it go. muahaha~ =P

aha!! thank you stupid babe for giving me Jia You wishes this evening. a little bit late. =P
err.. shi bu shi wo tai chi kan ni de xin xi,
suo yi mei you shou dao ni de jia you,
kao shi cai hui zhe me nan de? @@
haha..mei you la..kai wan xiao bha le. xD

tomorrow i am going to wake up early. gonna fetch my bro to school again.
what a busy life!
the school is so far from home somemore. grrr...

so i just can't get enough~ i can't get enough~~~
i want success!!! :D
my last two days of exam.
Statistics and Biology. i should use my time properly.
Enen.. Gayao ah!! ^^v

expression.

2011-05-25T01:26:00.002+08:00

顺其自然 - 黄小琥 =')

好的事情 - 严爵 =)
"醉后决定爱上你"____ 片尾曲.

我试着让生活变得清淡
对幸福或寂寞顺其自然
偶尔小小孤单
偶尔小小浪漫
不怕大喜大悲那么难负担

不想再背负太多期盼
对好奇或关心顺其自然
只是那点不安
只是那点心酸
总会忽然扩散让心又累又茫然

______ 顺其自然

wan an =)

4th exam papers. =)

2011-05-25T01:02:00.002+08:00

明天又考试了. 第四份试卷. ><"
也是最紧张的一天.
Chemistry 哦~ T.T

读了还不是那么的明白.
读不到就算了, 明天早点起身再温习吧. @@

哇老，今天超爽的. xD
大概中午的时候，我陪老弟去CP 拿电话.
errr, 老弟说今天是"liao qian nyit". -___-
意思是说钱飞最多的一天. 我也这么认为. Lolx

我爽爽的买了三个迷你Patrick Star公仔! :D:D:D:D
开心死我了! ^^
老弟也是买了很多不懂什么鬼东西来的. O.o
我们还一间店一间店去找.
arhhh!!! 超爽的啦~ =D

可是老弟的电话就这样修不会了.
都不懂是怎么一回事. @@
明明只是screen坏了. 却说坏到修不会. 太夸张了吧? ><"
yeah, 我们买了很多很多公仔. ^^

回到家，当然是要温习功课啊.
还有很多还没完全明白的叻.
烦恼多多. ='(

诶，我突然在bible读到一句，

For everyone who asks receives;
the one who seeks finds;
and to the one who knocks,
the door will be opened.

我们所求所想的, 告诉上帝, 祂必加给我们. =)
所以，要学习常祈祷. ^^

Nah~~这个星期五，
我决定不和朋友去看Kungfu Panda 2 了.
我想去youth cell group. =)
要我牺牲看电影的时间叻，是多么残忍的一件事.
可是，还有什么比听上帝的话来得重要呢? hehee^^
可是时间的安排不是那么的顺嘢.. 因为那天晚上还要载老弟去上课.
什么鬼学校晚上会有课的吖? @@

好咯，睡觉时间lurh~ ^^
明天再po 我拍到的照片. xD

晚安~ ^^v

life without you.

2011-05-22T23:17:00.002+08:00

i still care about my love. =)
but i really don't know what was happened in these few days.
i do wanna care about it, but this kind of life left me behind since that day. =(

21 May,
i woke up at 11am. wow, my cousin was getting up more earlier than me. surprisingly ><"
we went for brunch. after that, cousin fetched me to tuition. Lolx
and my dad came kaykay jor. ;O

night, uncle brought us to have dinner at Upperstar.
my favourite again, Mango Mambo. =)
all of us ordered Lamb chop. xD
this night, cousin followed his daddy home jor.
but he downloaded the Bruno Mars Revenge! :D:D
play till sot. The Lazy Song~~ Lalalala~ =P
once again, i feel like i want to own an Iphone, expecially i pad 2. =x

22 May,
in this early morning,my bro woke me up at 6.36am!!! grrr~
he said, "baba gong hih Gaya Street oh. -__- "
ngai sat. i was so sleepy but been forced to go with them. haiz.

but but but!!! i saw the blue lobster at there lorh! oh my gosh!! :D
and pure German Shepherd!! awww!! the puppies are so damn cute! =D
and rabbits and hamsters. xP

i want to buy 打架鱼.
我一只，老弟一只.
找一天，我们来PK. xD
my baba told us next time just buy a small aquarium. o.O

after that, we went to Karamunsing. my dad wanted to buy massage chair. =P
Ogawa. hahaa xD
my bro and i just sat on the massage chair while my dad was trying the treadmill (跑步机). Lolx
oh no, i hate massage chair at first, but after tried on it, i feel comfortable. Lol~
my dad ordered the 跑步机 because he said me NEVER SPORTING. lol dad. -___-

i saw my favourite again, xD
VAIO. haiz. really don't know when i just can have it.
my dad dislikes because the price is not so attractive, i mean it's too expensive for me.
hmm, it's okay lurh.

opps, i saw his sis oh. oh no!
a guy said "hai, 老板. " -___-
my dad knew them. and i was so curious because i felt like i have seen him before.
and i look at that leng lui beside that guy.
OH MY GOD!!!!! i don't know how was my reaction.
embarrassing? awkward? haiz
we just smile with each other. i think smiling is the best way to erase my stupid mind bha.
i don't know. what i have to do was just let it go.
so that i wouldn't suffer so much and hurting myself with those words.

dad asked "yi, heh gong nyi kao dao hao, you mao oi hih na hang tuk shu?"
WAAA!!!! i wished i dare to say out my thoughts. but i chose to shut my mouth up and just ignore it.
i know that i can't get an excellent result. That's why i just pretend not to know.
i wish to leave, but this dream seems too far from my reality life.
so whatever.

just now, i went to watch movie with friends.
aiks. Pirates of Caribbean.
i don't understand the story actually. it made me feel sleepy.
but i could watch finish it.
hahaa. forcing myself bha. =P

yeah! my dad bought new air-cond for me and my bro's bedroom. xD
finally, i don't need to hear those annoying sound jor. aiks~
i think that tonight i can sleep well lurh. ^^
but i think i should study and do revision before going to bed.

i can't go to bed so late, because tomorrow, there is a different life will be start.
i have to wake up more earlier to fetch my bro to school. oh man!
hope i have power and healthy when i drive. ><"

take care everyone. =)

i hope they are not the fact. ='(
hope that i can figure it out.
hope that person never tell me a lie, even is now.
if is true, i really don't know how to stand with it. =(

='(

webcam picas =P

2011-05-21T00:56:00.005+08:00

Lol

~.~

@@"

O.O

Funny looks. xD

19 May 2011, ^^

full schedule. =P

2011-05-21T00:30:00.002+08:00

haiz. i was so tired right now!
almost 15 hours i stayed at outside with my bro, cousin and other friends too.
these two days, i hang out with my bro and cousin.
we went to so many places. ><"

19 May,
today, i went to McD with michelle. oh my! the Spongebob Straw was out of stock.
hmm, but i bought the new stock, Mini Patrick. =D
it is so damn cute! =P
after that, we went to a shop nearby Gaya Street.
we went back to school because we had tuition at 2pm. :O
ahaha! my bro and cousin came to Kaykay with my dad eh. =P
i was so excited.
yam cha with friend at Easy Way.

this night, we went to Warisan Square to have our dinner.
eating Sushi. =))
but the most unfortunate was that we went to a wrong place. =.=
not delicious at all!

went home earlier. i was talking cock with my cousin till 3am. =P
hahaha. we used to be like that. always sharing and talking cock with each other.

20 May,
today, i need to wake up earlier because i had to fetch my bro to his new school. ><"
argh!!! we stayed at there until 11am. we were having assembly with those students.
what the funny. A doctor was giving a talks about raw food. =.=
how to link this topic with art? totally confused us.

after that, we went to NGAU!!
ta da!!!! finally we NGAU jor! =D
but the price was quite expensive eh. ><"

afternoon, we watched movie at Suria.
err, i wasted my pocket money once again to watch Fast 5 with them.
oh my gosh, i could memorize the whole story seriously.
but this movie is really nice, re-watch also will not bored me. huhu~ =D

after that, we met Suk Gong at Wisma. shopping around.
the next destination was 1B. ><"
so far away from town. zzz

dinner with cousin's friends at Asia City.
"大家来" =)
seafood dinner. hahaa.

watching movie again at 1B. O.o
grrrr!! went back to 1B from KayKay town. what the funny!
we watched Priest. kinda boring. it is a movie about the Priest vs Vampires. ><"
bored me and made me feel sleepy. aiks~

i didn't study this whole day. i think i should burn the midnight oil.
but frankly to say that i really couldn't open my eyes.
can't concentrate! can't focus on my books!
can't study well!
i felt very tired and sleepy.
so i decide to sleep soon. =(
revision failed . T.T

Well, tomorrow, i think i should use more time to study than LEPAK at outside.

Good Night Everyone! ^^

xoxo

♥ live my life

Thanks ♥ God :)

CHANCE

half year ♥

new year.

New Year ♥

♥

Countdown-ing ♥

sweet dating ♥

FINALLY ♥

IMY D:

Someone Like You :(

countdown for the day :/

share video :)

days ♥

share :)

leave soon :'(

special post for Jesus ♥

winter solstice ♥

bored.

depressed.

awaiting!

反省吧，幼稚鬼 ;)

♥

one last updating :/

caring ♥

December is coming ♥

argue :(

yoyo :)

那些年, 我们一起追的女孩

sharing video ♥

沟通.

Tiga Kata ♥ !

:(

special day ♥

7th November ♥

Love U U ♥

Oct's picas. ♥

freedom ♥

watching 福禄寿探案 and 法证先锋 III now until late night. tomorrow is free Sunday.free from working. Monday is holiday, FREE FROM WORKING AGAIN. :Dgoing to off soon. good bye! ^^i love you, my dear. ♥

ILY ♥

放了自己 :)

ice cream ♥

带我走 :(

失落沙洲 /.\

f*cking application procedure

Rainie's MV :D

September ends.

crying + laughing

bei ♥

Aries ♥

Sharing MV ;)

boring Sunday.

September :D

third post. ;P

second post. :P

updated ♥

working. =(

working!!

bersih? dirty?

interview. :)

bad luck.

take care.

sick =(

trips. :)

loser xD

我为什么还爱你 =)

bond

我们都怕痛

everlasting ♥

saya punya June ♥

Jiayou ♥

Beast B2st ♥

vacancy ><"

the end. ^^

embarrasing day. -____-

prayer.

GAYAO!!!!

Patrick babe ♥

=D

watching 福禄寿探案 and 法证先锋 III now until late night. tomorrow is free Sunday.
free from working. Monday is holiday, FREE FROM WORKING AGAIN. :D

going to off soon. good bye! ^^

i love you, my dear. ♥